turn it up

in a silver hell, you gotta search for gold

todays.a.hard.day.

but i’ve accomplished a lot of healing on today.  which makes me feel in some sense like i’m countering the dark ties of it.  does that make sense?  i don’t really care if it does, it makes sense to me.

i watched dedication last night.  it was the best film of my life.
not kidding.

i just want to watch it over and over again so that i can have all the important bits of truth memorized to recall at memory. 
fortunately i already have plans to watch it this weekend.

sometimes when i hear girls complain on and on about not having a boyfriend i just want to shake them and say “do you realize more important things are going on in life than you not having a boyfriend for a holiday created by a greeting card company?” 
i just think that sometimes we forget to step outside of ourselves.  i’m not saying i always do, but always this week i do.